Sorry about that ….. but still …… AAAAARRRRGGGHH.
I’m trying my best to write smut for my fanfic, yet i’m not the best writer let alone write smut.
I find it very hard to write, seeing i’m new to it.
I’m pure white snow on tainted ground.
It’s so far out my comfort zone that i’m shaking and feeling frustrated.
So this next chapter will take longer for me to write if i write them at all.
I have enough ideas to write after the smut part but …… the smut part is doing me in.
On the plus side ….. i did finish Chapter 4 and 5.1 …….. Chapter 5.2 is the one with smut wich i cant do.
Why wont my hands stop shaking.
So once again.